Getting into shape

Not physically necessarily, although it might as well be included, but it's time for me to start building up my endurance and getting into shape.

Spring time is coming, and with the changing of the seasons, means changing of the lifestyle. It's time to kick into gear.

I can already feel the change of pace. Blooming time is near.

I can feel myself enthralled with excitement. Growth has been exponential in me the last week or two.

I have been practicing being vulnerable in my relationships, and realizing that it is the most incredible way to live. I have a need for deep connection with people and I am understanding that vulnerability is the best way to get there.

Nannying this last week is also teaching me a lot about the season ahead and reminding me what I need to prepare myself for. I am incredibly excited to start a family, and I know giving life and rearing children in the way they should go will be one of the most significant contributions I make to this world. I also am realizing how incredible my life is now and how important the decisions I make today are, because they create my future.

The restructuring of my bones/foundations is nearly finished, and the rest of the body is forming accordingly. I know it will take care to maintain the health of this new structure, but I feel like I'm finally becoming the person I want to be.

It's wonderful to keep in mind that I don't have to be perfect. That God loves me just the way I am, and there is nothing I could do to keep me from his love. I don't have to be ashamed of what I've done wrong in the past, but I can live freely knowing it doesn't change the way he feels about me and doesn't disqualify me from my destiny.

The areas I've been attacked in---my self esteem/worth/value---ect---are the areas in which I am destined to flourish. I am a women of confidence, value, and high self-esteem because I am an over-comer. The issues passed down from generation to generation will end with me, and will not be passed down in future generations.

I'm so thankful for this period of time in my life where I can evaluate what is important to me and where I want to pour out my energy. I ready to live out my dreams and passions. I ready to be me wholly, completely, and confidently.

Are there/will there be hard times, issues, and fall backs? Of course. But with a solid foundation, the storms will come and go, and all will not be lost.

That reminds me of a song from my childhood:

"don't build your house on the sandy land--don't build it too near the shore....well it might look kinda nice, but you'll have to build it twice, yeah, you'll have to build your house once more...

You better build your house upon a rock---make a firm foundation on a solid spot---well the storms may come and go, but the peace of God you will know.."

So fun! Thought I'd share.