Reflection

It's not too far gone.

All is not lost.

Hope remains.

My dreams last night were filled with feelings of vulnerability and exposure.

When I woke up, I considered deleting my blog altogether, and simply having a journal. I felt distraught about the whole situation and I decided to read some scripture---first thing I turned to was this:

"People shall be brought down, Each man shall be humbled, And the eyes of the lofty shall be humbled. But the Lord of hosts shall be exalted in judgment, And God who is holy shall be hallowed in righteousness. Then the lambs shall feed in their pasture, And in the waste places of the fat ones strangers shall eat."
Isaiah 5: 15-17

Okay, so somewhat of a random verse, but it just reassured me that God's work is at hand.

I feel like I'm ready for the next step.

I feel satisfied about the progress I've seen in my life this semester. I feel like I have a handle on what the Lord has been teaching me and I can't wait to see what lies ahead next semester.

Right now it looks like school isn't in plan for next semester. I feel like I need more vision about what I want to do with my life before I jump back to school.

I'm not sure whether I should stay in Redding or move on. My idea is to maybe stay in Redding, work, and then maybe go to New Zealand through YWAM come June.

I'm just looking for the right opportunity. I want to make every decision out of relationship and covering.

I'm excited for what the future beholds--thanks God for the adventures! =)