Postmark Dec 2011

It one of those nights again. It's been awhile since I've been alone late at night with nothing pressing on my mind. It's a bitter sweet feeling. My days seem to be accelerating at exponential speeds--it's true what they say time flys when your having fun. Life is a blast--I just sometimes wish I could press pause and smell the roses more often. I'm learning to take joy in the smallest of smalls to the largest of large things:) I have a tendency to glance into my future and be overwhelmed by what needs to be accomplished to get where I want to go. Futuristic is one of my strengths, but I believe it is also one of my weaknesses. Sometimes I get to caught up in thinking about the future that I am living in fast forward and not enjoying the journey. You can't skip the process--it's what prepares you for the future