It's about that time to process again.
As you can gather from my previous blogs, there has been a lot of excitement and acceleration happening in many areas of my life. There is one additional area that I have purposefully evaded, but I've come to a point where I need to clarify my thoughts.
Along with the rad job, new home, community, and adventures....there is this guy...and he's kind of a big deal.
We met in the beautiful town of Mammoth lakes and have been "talking" since May. He's no ordinary hum-bug, but actually someone who I am quite delighted in getting to know.
He has an incredible heart for people and we share many core values. We have a lot of similar passions, a ton of mutual friends, and did I mention he's ridiculously good looking?
Also he is a GREAT COMMUNICATOR which is crazy rad because communication is so important to me. He has been incredible at pursuing me as a friend that he wants to get to know better and being super clear with his intentions. I feel ridiculously honored, respected, and valued by him.
However, there is a lot of transition happening in my life and I am not sure what to think of everything right now. It's exciting because there is a lot of potential and I really want to make sure I enjoy the process of getting to know someone and avoid over-analyzing. It's just tough because I don't have a lot of "relationship experience" and having someone that I am becoming increasingly hyper aware of is just a fascinating process. It's always a little risky and scary taking steps of vulnerability--but that is what is required to grow in love. I'm really stoked overall though and in the least hope to gain a great friend.
God, my heart is yours.
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