Resting In Peace

God is faithful.

A few days ago I found a blog belonging to mister Evan, and after reading the inspiring words, I felt a desire to message him and I felt a surreal peace about it.

Follow your heart and trust Me to take care of you.

Prior to this, messaging him might have aroused anxiety or frustration.

Okay God, only you know how much my heart can handle.
So I messaged him and talked to him about blogging. It went well and next thing I know I told him I would like to catch up. Oh geez, what am I getting myself into. This better not be more heart-ache God, I can't handle any more.
He complied to catching up and we set up a time to meet. He appeared sincere and enthusiastic about it, but I withheld from any expectations.

I wasn't convinced there would be follow through---and even if he did show up--I didn't expect conversation to be anything more than shallow catch up.

To my surprise---Not only did he follow through, but he cleaned up his mess!

Wow, didn't see that one coming. Thanks God!
It was like a dead body that had been rotting was finally buried and put to rest! The stench is gone! Phew!

It was incredible to see how much he's grown in the past year, and it's amazing to see how God is molding him.

I'm not sure whether or not Evan and I will be friends again like we were a summer back, but I'm simply thankful for God's faithfulness. I feel like my heart is continuing to heal. That situation with Evan had left me feeling so unsettled, and now I feel as if I can rest easy.

God is incredible. I'm not sure what lies ahead in my future, but I know that continuing to "seek thee first the Kingdom of God, and His righteousness"-- all my other needs will be met. Thank you Father for taking such great care of me!